Refresh My Heart

After the extremely long and hard yakka effort last weekend, with Brooke being away and all, I think I'm starting to really get tired very quickly. I fell asleep this afternoon, after having looked after the kids all day... again. Hay fever is kicking in, in a not so pleasant way. It's just hit me like a punch in the face. Taken control of my head and now has wrestled with me to get control of my chest as well, giving me asthma issues.

I'm just sitting down to have some dinner and thought it might be a good idea to just take some time out for a little refresher. I've been madly searching for music today for this camp coming up. I go away tomorrow, get back on Friday and then the camp is on Tuesday, with the public holiday painting session in between. Unfortunately that leaves me little to no time to get things organised for the camp, and I only have the two tunes sorted for the Massed Vocal and one (maybe two) for the vocal elective with no backups in mind yet. I'm extremely underprepared.

All of this coupled with the fact that after I go away (including the camp) I only have a week up my sleeve to do an assignment that I haven't even contemplated studying for. Fortunately, I have printed off all the relevant notes and I'll take them away with me. I don't think I'll get much done while I'm away but the drive over and back should present me with some opportunities to get a few topics under my belt... I hope.

Anyway, back to the refresher I mentioned earlier. I think it's time to just relax and unload on God. I could use some divine strength right about now. Life is such a blur at the moment, I need someone to just stop the world for a minute so I can catch my breath.